Friday, December 15, 2017

Drugstore Blue - Susana H. Case (Five Oaks Press)

Today's book of poetry:
Drugstore Blue.  Susana H. Case.  Five Oaks Press.  Newburgh, New York.  2017.

Today's book of poetry is a big fan of Susana H. Case.  Milo, our head tech, came out of the stacks with 4Rms w Vu (Mayapple Press, 2014) which Today's book of poetry looked at back in January of 2016.  You can see that here:

Milo also found Case's Manual of Practical Sexual Advice (Kattywampus Press, 2012) and The Scottish Cafe (Slapering Hol Press, 2002).  Today's book of poetry has read and enjoyed all of these Case titles.  Drugstore Blue is the best yet.

Susana H. Case has a beautiful swagger.  In our misogynist world we expect it from certain types of men but we haven't come far enough that this kind of swagger doesn't stand out.  And it's not like male; I'm bigger, better, stronger swagger - it's more of a "I'm smart and I've come out to play" swagger.  An entirely different beast.

Hold Me Like You'll Never Let Me Go

In the street, I find an acoustic guitar,
no name on it, so I decide it's mine
and learn some chords from
a pretty boy ten year younger
whom I retrieve from a SoHo party.

He plays in a garage band. He likes
my long, ironed-straight hair, how I
remove my clothes, their erratic cuts,
easy to toss on to a chair. For a week
we don't leave the apartment.
He makes no plans to go home, but home
is Sweden, so that's understandable.
I strum and roam through rooms,
feeling like a folk goddess.
"I'm leaving on a jet plane," I sing.

You ever spend a whole week naked, talking
about nothing but folk rock? But then
we run out of food and being with him begins
to seem like shoplifting.  You ever do that,
take what you want just to see how it feels?


Susana H. Case is all about empowerment in Drugstore Blue and it is a book I want my sisters and my wife to read.  Case isn't asking for anything, bless her cotton socks, she's telling us the new home base like she were the umpire of common sense.

Today's book of poetry enjoyed these poems in part because they remind me of my very favourite women, my wife K, and my sisters, the estimable Luba S, Donna (reigning Queen of The Nasty Grrls) and so on.  None of them are full time poets but they are all this sort of smart, this sort of strong.

I hate when poets are referred to as brave, they are writing poetry not charging the front lines into machine-gun fire and grenades.  But Today's book of poetry sure does have a lot of time for Case and her enthusiastic embrace of a strong woman's mantra.  Only the strong poets are this carnal without sounding licentious.  Case makes a strong case for passion.

Jeanne Moreau, I Love You

In the film, Jeanne Moreau has two lovers,
a rich one on his polo horse and a poor
archaeologist, connoisseur of good bones.
The husband in Dijon is unbearable
in his sarcastic neglect of her.
How can anyone resist her pouty lips,
dismissed by camermen as not photogenic--
I want to kiss those lips.

Her orgasm, shown as a trembling hand
labeled The Lovers pornographic
until Justice Potter Stewart at the Supreme Court
ruled, I know it when I see it, and this is not porn.

I remember, sadly, in an interview, she announced
that sex as an older woman was undignified.
But, in the film she's young, and her existence
as domestic furniture deviates
in unexpected ways: One night of making love

and there she goes with the new lover, in his Citroen,
away into the sunrise, into a revised life,
escaping the death so resident in her old one.
And sex is a little death, sure,
but escape from death too,
done here to the music of Brahms.
Besides, her archaeologist makes her laugh.

I don't want to see her die for not one,
but two indiscretions, this being 1958.
What courage she has driving away
from the Lake of Indifference to Terra Incognita,
as the map drawn at the beginning
of the movie lays out the land of love!
Not even one time does she look back.


Today's book of poetry loves Jeanne Moreau, how could you not?  Some of the staff here had to do a quick search for Moreau and got a quick tutorial from Kathryn, our Jr. Editor, on Ms. Moreau and her films.  Our morning read was splendid.  The women on the Today's book of poetry loved Case and Drugstore Blue like it was fresh popcorn drenched with real butter.  The men at Today's book of poetry loved the optimism in these poems.  Susana H. Case even makes men sound redeemable.

When Case goes all dark the lights in the room go out as well.  Case gets you to surrender all your defenses with reason and then she starts swinging her emotional battle-axe and takes no prisoners.

Case is a many sided die, but each side is clearly demarcated.  Drugstore Blue is a velvet hammer.


Hedy Lamarr, runaway trophy wife
of a businessman dealing in shells and grenades,
calls George to ask about glands:
George Antheil, crime writer,
master of pneumatic piano rolls--
his hobby is endocrinology.

She's worried; Louis B. Mayer, studio boss,
doesn't want another flapper,
is dismissive of her flat breasts.
He wants a glamour-puss.

Any girl can be glamorous, she sighs.
All you have to do is stand still
and look stupid.

From breasts, the talk shifts to weapons.
Instead of a torpedo bra,
Hedy and George invent a radio-controlled
guidance system for torpedoes,
an early smart bomb, voluptuous and busty.

They patent it in 1942. Its parts allude to punched
piano rolls, sixteen perfectly synchronized pianolas
in Antheil's Ballet Mecanique
(scored also for airplane propellers).

The Pentagon bosses are as dismissive
of their invention as Louis is of her breasts,
can't grasp a player piano in a torpedo,
refuse to believe
this beautiful woman so nude and orgasmic
running through the woods in the film, Ecstasy,
so glamour-puss,
could also be smart.


Susana H. Case is the smart woman who has no fear of shining.  These days when there is so much paste disguised as gem stone, Susana H. Case is mining diamonds.

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Susana H. Case

Susana H. Case is the author of five books of poetry, most recently, Drugstore Blue, new in 2017 from Five Oaks Press, and 4 Rms w Vu from Mayapple Press, as well as four chapbooks. One of her collections, The Scottish Café, from Slapering Hol Press, was re-released in a dual-language English-Polish version, Kawiarnia Szkocka by Opole University Press in Poland. Her poems appear widely in magazines and anthologies. Recent poems can be found in: The Cortland Review, Fourteen Hills, Portland Review, Potomac Review, and Rattle, among others. Dr. Case is a Professor and Program Coordinator at the New York Institute of Technology in New York City.

“In Drugstore Blue, Susana H. Case’s speaker is a femme fatale in serious eyeshadow: ‘You need me / like a tongue needs a second / mouth.’ That’s the sound of her craft, one of her dart-like declarations, hitting its mark. Rarely has makeup, and the color blue, in particular, come alive on the page like this: ‘Blue all the way to the brow, an eyelid / tin-glazed, / underglazed, / sancai lead glazed, / oxide blue glazed, / a glaze of blue not born of the blues, but the antidote, / spring blue, felice blue, / green dragon constellation blue, / occult knowledge blue, / the eye of God.’ Need I say more? Her poetry reads like a graphic novel, a romp, a road-trip in a borrowed car, speeding with a wild child at the wheel. Vivid, direct, episodic, and utterly believable, Case’s tropes make excellent landings. From Morandi to Velvet Elvis, from Marrakech to Cartagena, eros is never far off, and her text glitters on the page in a poetry of great precision.”
     — Elaine Sexton, author of Causeway and Prospect/Refuge
“Susana H. Case’s Drugstore Blue offers the edgy yet compassionate and sometimes racy odyssey of a woman coming of age. The poems, wonderfully complex both in their craft as well as their emotional depth, often widen into larger mythological and historical realms. Case’s fine ear and wit are deeply satisfying.”
     — Sally Bliumis-Dunn, author of Second Skin and Echolocation

“Susana H. Case dedicates Drugstore Blue to her maternal grandmother who, ‘In her youth, having never seen a ship… considered crossing an ocean and thought, Yes, I can do that.’ Case clearly inherited her grandmother’s courage and curiosity. The speaker in these poems explores terrain both internal and external—from callow youth to vibrant maturity, from Bushwick to Zimbabwe. More seeker than tourist, she keeps her eyes wide open and invites her reader along for the adventure, forcing us to see what goes on in the world we inhabit, even if it does ‘cause inconveniences, / like thinking.’”
      — Grace Bauer, author of The Women at the Well and MEAN/TIME

"Copiapò" by Susana H Case, from the poetry anthology "Rabbit Ears"
Video:  Rabbit Ears TV



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Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision - Sebastian Matthews (Red Hen Press)

Today's book of poetry:
Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision.  Sebastian Matthews.  Red Hen Press.  Pasadena, California.  2017.

Sebastian Matthews Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision reads like a pot-boiler.  The anguished scream of metal on metal is one of the first things we hear as Matthews takes us inside a head-on collision with a dead man.  Matthews car was struck by the victim of a fatal heart attack.  A dead man was driving the car that almost killed Matthews and family.

These poems explore in minute detail the seconds surrounding the accident as they telescope back and forth across his consciousness and morphine haze.  Time takes on entirely new properties from the time it takes two cars to collide to the time it takes for two legs to heal.

What lifts Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision beyond mere reportage is the detail, both emotional and physical, that Matthews is willing to share and shape into a meaningful message.  This book starts with the chronicling of a disaster and the many pains and distractions it causes.  But by the time you get to the end of Matthews road trip the focus has completely changed.

Tips on Surviving a Head-On Collision

Try not to rely too heavily on time passing swiftly. It won't cooperate. Besides,
there will come a time when you want to slow it back down.  It won't do that, either.
Better leave time to its serpentine tasks. Allow for confusion inside the cockpit
bubble of pain management. Keep your finger on eject. Mistakes will be made.
Bed too short. Too much morphine. Not enough. Remember how the simple act
of breathing got you through the crash. It's there to carry you through again. Death
was waiting out in the open. You nearly drove past, but its ghost swerved at you.
Ignore the plastic tubes they make you blow into. Let the words bruised heart blossom
into their full, clear, un-ironic truth.


Matthews takes us from point and time of impact and then through a couple of years of rehabilitation and up to the present.  It is an emotional and physical struggle.  In one instant your life and your family's life becomes "the accident."  The world is measured in "before" and "since."  Most of us have endured some calamity whether it be a death or an illness or an accident and Matthews tells us his survival story in a way we can all relate to, he shares the unsaid.

Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision is not full of chuckles but Sebastian Matthews does have a sense of humour.  More importantly he has found hope through perseverance.  None of the "since" is easy but Matthews affirms that is a little easier every day.  We learn to cope with change or it will destroy us.

Breaking Your Leg in Four Places

The pins in your hip the size of roofing nails.
Your femur fractured twice, once at the top
and again in the middle. Your patella cracked
under the strain. Then your ankle snapped.
Though it might have gone the other way:
from gas pedal contact on up. Take your pick,
you're fucked. And your other foot mangled,
too, crushed where the toes come together
at the arch. No more tennis, the bone doc
quips, unless your partner is no good. (Though
a pro would feed you forehands in the center
of the court.) How about dancing? Well, maybe
in a while. Let's take it one step at a time.


Our morning read was a little later than usual today.  Ottawa has just enjoyed our first real snow of the winter and there was much shovelling to be done this morning.  Our newest staff member, Philip, showed up, did exactly what we asked him to do and left a little richer.  Philip is the highest paid member of our staff and only comes by when he wants to.  But we wouldn't be here this morning without him.  

The rest of us carped our way through Matthews Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision as though we were family invested, we ripped through these like the poems were butter and we were hot knives.

Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision is a poetry book with a narrative arc, one poems builds prior knowledge for the next.  This is a healing story more that a crashing story and it hooks the reader by the poetry throat early on and doesn't let go until Matthews reveals that hope is what saves us.

Black Hills

Not the abruptly slowing cars ahead, nor the traffic snarled to a standstill, now
inching forward as the right lane merged with the left; not the blinking lights ahead,
nor the ambulance sprawled sideways across the lanes; not the men and women
huddled in the breakdown lane; not even the one automobile, turned over on its
hood, door ajar. None of it stirred my son and and his friend from their video game
cocoon, never once looking up to see, happy in each other's parallel play. (It's when
you buy the moon," one says to the other. "This game gets fun.") And on the way
back from the match, late afternoon light cutting sideways across the lanes, visor
down to block the blare, I passed the exit for 221, the road we crashed on at just
this hour, heading up to Spruce Pine for a weekend getaway. I kept us straight on
40, letting the quiet music carry me forward; and as we headed up the mountains,
the stench of burning brakes from the trucks coming down, with the snow now
bright and triumphant behind the Black Hills calling out the oncoming night in
trumpeting reds and yellows, even I didn't look up from my cocoon of driving and
notice all the potential wreckage, even I didn't flare up in my own body or lose hope
for the future.


Sebastian Matthews Beginner's Guide To A Head-On Collision is further evidence that Red Hen Press continues to attract the best poets around.

Today's book of poetry sees the world in much the same way as Matthews, hands up on defense, perseverance, hard work and hope.

What a fine book.
Sebastian Matthews

Sebastian Matthews

Sebastian Matthews is the author of a memoir and three books of poetry. His work has appeared in American Poetry Review, Atlantic Monthly, Georgia Review, The Sun, and Virginia Quarterly Review, among others. He is currently working on a novel, a collection of personal essays, and a book of prose poems. Matthews serves on the Vermont Studio Center trustee board and on the advisory board of Callaloo: A Journal of African Diaspora Arts & Letters.

"Beginner's Guide to a Head-On Collision offers the deeply moving poetic memoir of Sebastian Matthews's life in the years after the car accident that devastated him and his wife and son. The poems, which often read like electric improvised prayer-songs, intimately evoke the terrors and wonders of catastrophic physical injury and of 'life re-booted.' They are disturbing, eerie poems that embody the paradoxes of being The Dead Man at the crossing. They are amazingly honest in their hopeful, mystical sense of fate. In this unforgettable book, the reader is present at the scene of the accident where the hovering spirit that has departed the body addresses the living person re-entering his brokenness and answering for his transcendent awareness."
     --Kevin McIlvoy, author of The Complete History of New Mexico

"It cleaves the life. An auto accident. Moving it into before and after. Parts of this postcataclysm instruction manual read like a dream, as if what is happening is happening both to the self in toto--batted, fractured, spliced and reconstructed--as well as to another self that watches, cool and objective, determining the outcome. By reading Beginner's Guide to a Head-On Collision we learn how to go in and out of the body as necessary and, in order to take in the possibility of a larger life, how to wrest from breakage release from our thin views of who we are. Here is Matthews the husband, the father, the driver, the patient, the Virgo obsessively advising, the man looking back, the man looking forward."
     --Vievee Francis, author of Forest Primeval, winner of the Kingsley Tufts Poetry Award

"Sebastian Matthews has incredible patience for the beginner, since he is one himself, as he confronts the severe agony of a terrible car accident. In short narratives, brief lyrics, prose poems, and mock astro-missives, Matthews reminds us how the brutal pain of collision might dramatically change us. '[W]hat we shared was the truth of impact— / our bodies ringing like bells in a small town / on a Holy day . . .' These poems detail both physical and spiritual misery, and though suffering can turn us into many things, Matthews—our banged up storyteller, singer, docent—strives to deliver himself back to a body of affection, intimacy, and kindness. Beginner's Guide to a Head-On Collision is a remarkable record of that difficult journey."
     --Patrick Rosal

   A Reading by Poet Sebastian Matthews (with Marie Harris)
Video: FromtheFishouse



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Monday, December 11, 2017

Kholin 66: Diaries and Poems - Igor Kholin - Translated by Ainsley Morse and Bela Shayevich (Ugly Duckling Presse)

Today's book of poetry:
Kholin 66: Diaries and Poems.  Igor Kholin.  Translated by Ainsley Morse and Bela Shayevich.  Eastern European Poets Series #40.  Ugly Duckling Presse.  Brooklyn, New York.  2017.

Kholin 66: Diaries and Poems

Today's book of poetry can't even begin to imagine the life Igor Kholin (1920-1999) endured.  The few poems in this utterly intriguing translation by Morse and Bela show an utterly unforgiving Kholin in full unmitigated rant.  It's rather splendid.

Russia in 1966 was most likely as reported, not a very nice place for most people.  Today's book of poetry lived in Eastern Europe for the best part of a year in the late 80's.  I had unrestricted freedom, access to more money than most citizens and at best it was a bittersweet existence.  Kholin shared squalor, abject poverty and an orphanage childhood are one hard anvil to pound a life out on.  As a young adult fighting in World War II he got a bullet in the head and survived.  This is a tough man in a tough world.


     You may think
     This shining
     Is a washing 
     I'm not what I seem
     I'm a poet
     The only
     Man on Venus
     My parents
     Are loudspeakers
     My buddies
     Are light switches
     My best friend
     Is a blender


Even though his Diaries name drop an encyclopedic run on the artists and writers of the day Igor Kholin was never one of the educated intelligentsia who wrote poetry.  Kholin was an orphan who ran away when he was in grade two (if Today's book of poetry followed along closely enough) and ended up shot in the army.  After the war he was banned from Moscow for a time for a drunken fight in the street with soldiers.  Kholin may be the most outsider poet of all.

Kholin died poor in Moscow at the age of 79 and it is only now that most of his work is seeing the light of day.  Igor may be the first true pissed off, pissed drunk, piss stink poet we've seen at Today's book of poetry in a while.  He certainly paid all of his dues, some of yours and mine as well.


     One guy says
     I'm a genius
     I say
     That's definitely true
     Others say
     I'm a hack
     And I agree with that
     A third says
     I killed a guy
     Indeed, I nod
     Everything people say about you
     Is the truth
     From nothing


Our morning read stretched into an early afternoon vodka shower and an early evening headache.  Today's book of poetry only now remembers our love/hate relationship with vodka.  Milo, our head tech and soon to be excommunicated vodka dispensing poetry junkie, thought vodka shots suited the sentiment of Igor Kholin's Kholin 66: Diaries and Poems and he was right.  I was wrong to bring out the Becherovka.  

I know that now.

Today's book of poetry did make sure that theses short little power shots by Kholtin were given the space, time and respect they deserve.  These short poems may be the most honest window into a corner of Russia we were never allowed to see.  Igor Kholin was abrasive and completely unrepentant.  These poems are poetry time bombs from  a past that was previously impenetrable to the west.


     Kholin broke his leg
     Thank God
     Against him, but
     May he break
     His neck
     May he break
     His back
     Son of a bitch
     May he
     In the next life
     And in this one
     May his children
     May he be
     Buried alive
     May he
     Fall down the toilet
     May he
     Choke to death on shit


Today's book of poetry is hoping more poetry by Igor Kholin in uncovered and translated.  He makes the world seem a smaller place.  Even in his desolate disquiet Kholin finds humour, dark as a rat's shadow, but humour none the less.  Khodin is proof yet again that there is nothing stronger than the human spirit.

And that there is no one grumpier than a bitchy old poet.  Bless his cotton socks.

Igor Kholin

Igor Kholin

Igor Kholin was born in Moscow in 1920, ran away from an orphanage in Ryazan, and eventually enrolled in a military academy in Novorossiysk. He barely survived World War II (a bullet that grazed the corner of his lips came out of his back). In 1946, he was exiled from the military and Moscow for slapping a drunken comrade-in-arms. Kholin landed in a labor camp in Lianozovo, a suburb of Moscow, where one of his friends was the guard and would occasionally let him out to visit the Lianozovo library—he'd started writing poetry. When he asked to check out a book by forbidden poet Alexander Blok, he aroused the interest of the librarian, Olga Potapova, an artist married to the poet and painter Evgeny Kropivnitsky. The two of them hosted a Sunday salon out of their nearby barracks apartment, encouraging the work of young artists and a few poets, including Genrikh Sapgir and Vsevolod Nekrasov. Along with Kholin, they called themselves Kropivnitsky's students and formed a loose poetry collective known as the Lianozovo Group. Kholin's early work took the rough edges of Soviet life—the poverty, brutality and alcoholism rampant in the barracks—as his primary subject matter, while lampooning formulaic Socialist Realist poetics. The world that Kholin depicted in his poems, where abrupt death inevitably cut down two-dimensional stock characters, was too crude and inglorious to be considered poetry by official standards. Later years saw cycles of outer-space poems and a series of poetic self-portraits, simultaneously wildly superlative and deeply self-deprecating; but all of it equally unpublishable until the fall of the Soviet Union. Kholin barely supported himself with odd jobs: children's book author, writing tutor, waiter and, after the 1970s, antiques dealer. Igor Kholin died in Moscow in 1999. Kholin 66 is the first book of Kholin's work in English translation.

Ainsley Morse
Ainsley Morse has been translating 20th- and 21st-century Russian and (former-) Yugoslav literature since 2006. She holds a PhD in Slavic literatures from Harvard University and teaches all over the Russian and Yugoslav traditions. Previous publications include the co-translation of Vsevolod Nekrasov, I Live I See, (with Bela Shayevich, UDP 2013) and Andrei Sen-Senkov's Anatomical Theater (translated with Peter Golub, Zephyr Press, 2013). Upcoming translations include the farcical Soviet pastoral Beyond Tula, by Andrey Egunov, and a collection of theoretical essays by the brilliant Formalist Yuri Tynianov.

Bela Shayevich
Bela Shayevich is a writer, translator, and illustrator. She is the co-translator of I Live I See by Vsevolod Nekrasov (UDP). Her translations have appeared in It's No Good by Kirill Medvedev (UDP/n+1) and various periodicals including Little Star and The New Yorker.



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Saturday, December 9, 2017

Next Door to the Butcher Shop - Rodney DeCroo (Nightwood Editions)

Today's book of poetry:
Next Door to the Butcher Shop.  Rodney DeCroo.  Nightwood Editions.  Gibsons, British Columbia.  2017.

Back in August of this year Today's book of poetry wrote about Rodney DeCroo's Allegheny, BC and you can check that out here:

Today we're looking at DeCroo's recent firecracker from Nightwood Editions, Next Door to the Butcher Shop and let me tell you, the wick is lit.

Who hasn't been drunk and stoned and holed up in a stinky bathroom with the door barred and locked so that your giantly misinformed and closeted giant of a friend won't break it down with further entreaties for sexual demonstrations of affection that may or may not have been earned.  In Rodney DeCroo's world this may be a less unusual event than you think.  These poems are a long way from main street.

Next Door to the Butcher Shop is one hard scrabble motherf**ker.  Things get broken that hurt more than hearts.  This is a world where love comes with bruises whether you can see them or not.  The worst crimes aren't always visible.

The Debt

By day I stole jeans from department stores
in Thunder Bay and sold them at night
in a booze can with my friend Wayne. We
sat drinking from stubby brown bottles
of High Test, the jeans piled on a chair
next to me bristling with price tags.
Wayne was a large Ojibwa man who used
his size to intimidate customers when they
tried to haggle. He'd stand up to look down
on them. Pay him what he wants or fuck off.

The stranger would stammer an apology
and give me the cash. After they left
we lowered our heads to hide our smiles.
Wayne owned a hair salon and spent his days
giving perms to old ladies who came
to tease and gossip with him. His mother
had been a barmaid and he grew up in the bars
of the oil patch and logging towns and knew
the ways of violence. Wayne and I met outside
his salon as I sold cigarettes on the street.

He bought the entire carton of Player's Lights.
and offered to take me to lunch. I knew
what he wanted by the way he placed his money
in my palm. I'd been approached by men
before but I was hungry and it was winter
so I went with him. We spent the day and deep
into the night drinking at a bar filled with old
men who sat alone with sleeves of pale draft
beer tasting like vomit and piss. We left
after last call staggering over icy sidewalks

and falling into parked cars, the moisture
of our breath freezing against our faces, the ache
of coldness pulsing through my finger-bones
and wrists to pierce my drunkenness.
I had to find a place to stay the night. Wayne
beckoned me to follow. I walked head-down,
crushing ice and snow beneath my boots
until we came to houses separated by vacant lots
along the lake. Wayne pulled a portion of chain
link fence high enough to scramble beneath.

We crossed under the opposite fence and into
the backyard of a brick house the colour of dried
blood. The windows blackened out with newspaper
and tin foil. The only light, a bulb above the basement
door. Wayne lurched down the steps steadying himself
against the concrete stairwell and banged the door.
As we waited, I felt the silence swirling around us
coming in from the huge night over the frozen wastes
of Lake Superior, the freezing wind as hard
and unforgiving as iron or steel. Light rushed out

through the open door to reveal a woman: black
hair streaked with grey. Her fact thin with narrow
eyes that cut like the neat, sharp teeth of a fox.
I followed Wayne and the woman into the acrid
warmth of the smoke-filled, weakly lit basement:
a wide room with a concrete floor and oil cloth
card tables between metal poles bearing the full
weight of the house. I could see the hunched shapes,
people in groups of twos or threes around the tables.
In the back, the woman sat by a yellow refrigerator

filled with bottles of beer. Next to her a space heater
glowed and rattled like an angry coiled snake, a stench
like burnt plastic. Wayne and I sat and drank. Cigarettes
burned in the alcoholic gloaming like the red eyes
of demons. For four months of my twentieth year
I sold stolen clothing, stumbling with Wayne through
desolate winter dawns to pass out on his couch where
I fended off his drunken tearful gropes. Locking 
myself in the bathroom as he punched the door
cursing me for failing to pay what he was owed.


DeCroo's hard-scrabble opera mines Charles the B. territory, without the horses.  These poems know what it is like to miss a meal, or several.  What it is like to feel guilty for the smallest piece of luck.

Rodney DeCroo's poems are rough as the rebar they put inside cement when it is forming.  The surface of it rough enough to rip your skin off -- but in truth it is the strength built inside buildings to hold them up, buildings, bridges, cities.  DeCroo's honesty comes at the cost of what he has already paid.  A cost we can't know.  But the resulting poems pop like corn going into oil.


His hair was oiled and slicked
back. He drove a blue sixty-eight Camaro
with white racing stripes and worked
at the steel mill. My mother said he
didn't drink much, was a Vietnam
vet like my father. Denny moved
into the apartment next door to us.
There were rumours he'd beaten his ex-fiancee,
a girl from New Kensington. My mother
knew Denny since high school, remembered
him as the silent kid alone in the cafeteria,
who didn't go to parties or play football.
Denny had a large eight-track collection
and played the Who, Cream and Zeppelin
so loud my mother banged the wall,
shouted at him to turn the music down.
One Saturday night my mother found
him sitting outside his apartment so drunk
he couldn't stand. When he raised his head
his eyes were raw from crying. She
sat with him for hours reading aloud
from the new testament, testifying
that Christ had saved her life.

That Sunday Denny came to church
with us. His eyes were still red,
he reeked of too much aftershave,
and his large hands trembled. So much
for doesn't drink much, my brother
whispered as we followed our mother
and Denny up Colfax Street. I sat next
to Denny in the pew, mother on the other
side. He was sweating and kept pulling
at his collar to loosen his tie. He took off
his suit-jacket and hung it over the back
of the pew, dark blooms of sweat beneath
his arms. When the collection came around,
Denny stood, pulled a handful of change
from his pocket and dumped it into the plate,
half the coins spilling loudly onto the floor.
He bent between the pews as people
stared, my mother stiff as the granite columns
framing the entrance to the church.

Denny stood with the rest of us, looking
down at the closed hymnal in his hands.
My mother leaned close, holding her opened
book in front of him. He shifted his eyes
to the black print and he spoke out loud,
The Lord is my redeemer, he shall lift me up,
then began to laugh, his eyes clenched shut,
his entire body shaking. The singing
stopped as parishioners turned to watch.
When my mother touched his shoulder
his head snapped up and his eyes opened.
Don't touch me, he said, and pushed past me,
knocking me into the pew. I watched his rigid
back as he walked between rows of sullen
faces, toward the huge white doors
and what waited outside for him.


Spent last night drinking too much red wine and listening to jazz at a new club in our neighbourhood so this morning I'm feeling like I was in a fight, and lost.  Apparently exactly the right temperament to lead a morning read of Next Door to the Butcher Shop.  The minions rose to the occasion and dark-danced Mr. DeCroo around the room a couple of times.

What Today's book of poetry most admires about the poetry of Rodney DeCroo is that it feels alive, you can take a pulse, alive and messy with human folly and frailty wrapped into brief moments of grace and the understanding that for most of us that is as good as it gets.  These poems strive to reveal and to share those moments.  And when it is all on the line, whom of us is going to be able to rise out of it.  These are important questions, they may be the most important.

Why Can't You Be Leonard Cohen?

She told me she disliked my poems,
that poetry should be beautiful, stylish,
sad and romantic. She said Leonard Cohen
was her ideal of a poet and a lover.
She spent a week in Montreal
wandering the streets, reading his books
in cafes, listening to his songs at night
in her hotel room. She said I was just
a dry drunk with anger issues
and a penchant for making
everyone around me miserable.
And why couldn't I be handsome?
Leonard Cohen was handsome in his way.
He tried, but you, you're just ugly.
Like your poems and your songs,
just ugly and mean. And why,
why couldn't I see the beauty in the world?
I told her that her assessment
of my poetry and songs was probably
the most accurate I'd heard.
But she was wrong on one point.
I'd seen the beauty of this world and known
it was not meant for people like us.


Today's book of poetry was honoured to dive back into Rodney DeCroo territory once again.  You feel like your taking a bit of beating but you come out the other side knowing just that little more.  Of course we had to put on protective clothing to mine these glowing embers but it was worth the fuss. 

This is old school, tell it like it is from your busted and broken heart stuff.  Who doesn't love that.

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Rodney DeCroo

Rodney DeCroo is a Vancouver-based singer/songwriter and poet. Born and raised in a small coal mining town just outside Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, he has called Vancouver home for years now. He has released a previous collection of poetry, Allegheny, BC (Nightwood, 2012) and seven music albums that have received critical acclaim in Canada, the USA and Europe. Music critics have named him one of Canada’s best folk/alt-country songwriters. Next Door to the Butcher Shop is his latest collection of poetry.

Rodney DeCroo's
"Stupid Boy in an Ugly Town"
Selections from "Allegheny, BC" as performed at The Cultch in Vancouver, BC during the 2014 Fringe Festival. 
Video: Tonic Records


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Thursday, December 7, 2017

Museum of Kindness - Susan Elmslie (Brick Books)

Today's book of poetry:
Museum of Kindness.  Susan Elmslie.  Brick Books.  London, Ontario.  2017.

And what if I did run my ship aground;
oh, still it was splendid to sail it!
                                                                                                 Henrik Ibsen

Those are the words Susan Elmslie wants us to consider before opening the door on her Museum of Kindness.  Well Ibsen is a real Crackerjack by any standards and Today's book of poetry loves Henrik's quote.  Close enough to our world view that we would tattoo it somewhere.

Today's book of poetry has worked in several museums including the Canadian Museum of Civilization and the Canadian War Museum.  But we've never been in a museum like this.  By the time you're finished reading about Elmslie's Museum Today's book of poetry is convinced you will agree that both your time and your money was well spent.  Enthusiastically.

The Museum of Kindness is built out of the blocks of human toil, suffering and joy, the blocks of human experience both good and bad.  This museum has many rooms.  In some of them Elmslie's poems are taking on the fight against cancer, in another the battleground is the health of a child.  Having a healthy child is a generally safe assumption when you are having a child.  That's the way it is until you are on the other side of it.  Elmslie's poems struggle the human struggle, create empathy in the search for the same.

School Shooting

          Dawson College, September 13, 2006

          for my daughter

When shots blanched the corridors and a small throng
of students and another teacher crouched on my office floor,
some under desks, some receiving calls or text-messages
until I commanded, "Turn off phones in case they give us away,"
there was an instant, between the first shot that ruptured the silence
and our release by the SWAT team that chalked an x on my door,
that I met the dark eyes of the girl nearest me and beheld
you--and knew whatever happened to me it'd be
all right, your dad, harrowed, would raise you, I'd live
in memory, fading with time, all right. I felt
from one side what looked like faith and,
from the other, unforgivable: I could go
true as a tree felled by lightning.
Not as one who parts seas but as one who splits,
child of a God who seems to have abandoned us perfectly,
and can do no wrong.


I can tell you there is a static silence
between reports of a gun; bullets

pierce drywall; we were too afraid to move
a filing cabinet to block the door;

when the smooth-jawed SWAT officer
ordered me to hold it open for my students

then swung around to cover my back I felt
his core hot and trembling through Kevlar.


The Museum of Kindness takes a close look at what happens during a school shooting--and what comes afterwards.  The rest of the world loses much meaning when the bullets are flying and you are under a desk.  Susan Elmslie takes the reader where you've never been and gives you lots to think about.

Having said all that, and some of the other difficult subjects Elmslie handles with alacrity, she does have a very good sense of humour hidden in a dark, dark place.  She lets it come out to play from time to time in the hallways and backrooms of the Museum of Kindness.

Today's book of poetry had Milo, our head tech, check the stacks to see what else we had on hand by Susan Elmslie.  Milo came back with three previous titles. When Your Body Takes To Trembling (Cranberry Tree Press, 1996), I, Nadja (above/ground press, 2000) and I, Nadja, and Other Poems (Brick Books, 2006).  Today's book of poetry has been aware of Elmslie for a while.  We're very happy to report that in our opinion Museum of Kindness is a landmark title for Elmslie.  

When you can write gems like "To Mark the Day I Saw I Could Slip This Skin" and then repeat the process repeatedly for an entire book you are entering special territory.  Splendid, just splendid.

To Mark the Day I Saw I Could Slip This Skin

          for Billy

"That's impossible," I sneered at my brother, one
Saturday spent bantering in front of the TV.

The remark that sparked such incredulity in me
is lost to the darning pile of memory,

along with my sundry worn-out resentments from 
growing up the scrawny four-eyed baby of the family.

Though I do clearly remember his reply,
sing-song, prepackaged: "Nothing's impossible,"

in a tone somewhere between Mom's pep talk
and the mischief-nicked baritone of Jack Palance

hosting Ripley's Believe It or Not.
I had to bite:

"Some things are. A snake driving a car."
I thought I had him, but he didn't skip a beat,

he pointed at the TV, which was showing a cartoon.
And without a thread of triumph, impossibly cool,

he said, "Look," just as a snake hopped into a car,
coiled about the steering wheel and sped out of sight.


This morning's read followed a light dusting of snow here in Ottawa.  As Christmas nears you can see children looking skyward trying to bargain for snow.  The Today's book of poetry staff ate the Museum of Kindness like they were kids visiting their first museum.  Everything looks grand.  The gang read through these poems like they were opening presents.  And in a sense they were - Elmslie really has bargained with some higher/alien God because this book shines even when the poems grow dark.

The Worst

          Then was all care at an end, and they lived in great joy together.
          --The Brothers Grimm

What you thought you couldn't endure
you lived through and something else
became the worst--all at once
or in increments. The worst telescopes,
may be happiest in the future, barely
detectable, like a shadow on the lung
below the whorl and grain of ultrasound.

We learn that hubris connects Sisyphus and schlep.
In Greek mythology we say nemesis.
In therapy we say lifestyle and rock bottom.
An anagram for ruined is inured.
The waxed doorknobs of semantics!

How do we get a handle on the worst
when it's a moving target, always beyond
the baldly conceivable and
unimaginable--beyond lynchings
and postcards of lynchings?
It must be that there are more worsts
than ways to parse them:
the personal and the collective, the local
and the global, and the worst is where
they overlap. I think of that
bus in New Delhi and can't think.
What pill blurs the mismatch
between our need for meaning
and our inability to find it?

When what feels like the worst happens
to us, I wish us an eye
of oblivion that we can enter
like a licked thread
and somebody ties the knot.

A pendulum swinging to and fro
between boredom and pain,
is what Schopenhauer thought.

What if the worst,
rather than always receding
like the mirage of water on the road ahead,
is more like a threshold
so what we thought was the worst is
only an opening?


As good as Museum of Kindness is, and it is very, very good, Today's book of poetry sees now that Susan Elmslie has entered Sue Goyette, Julie Bruck territory.  This is stratified and rare air stuff.  

Today's book of poetry thought Susan Elmslie's Museum of Kindness was so fine we were reluctant to leave.

Susan Elmslie

Susan Elmslie’s first trade collection of poetry, I, Nadja, and Other Poems (Brick, 2006), won the A.M. Klein Poetry Prize and was shortlisted for the McAuslan First Book Prize, the Pat Lowther Award, and a ReLit Award. Her poems have also appeared in several journals and anthologies—including the Best Canadian Poetry in English (2008, 2015)—and were collected in a prize-winning chapbook, When Your Body Takes to Trembling (Cranberry Tree, 1996). She lives in Montreal and teaches English literature and creative writing at Dawson College. Museum of Kindness is her second poetry collection.

“… These poems are so acute, so clear-eyed in their brutal wisdom, that I had to put the book down to rest between poems, like a woman in labor, entirely wrung out…. a masterpiece of loss transformed by love into some of the most greathearted, lyrically daring poems I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading. ” 
     — Rachel Rose

“Susan Elmslie has written a remarkable collection. Many of these poems deal with some of the more demanding elements in the lives of women, of mothers. These are poems that will speak to many people with power and dignity and a healing touch.” 
     — Marge Piercy, author of Woman on the Edge of Time

Susan Elmslie
Reads from I, Nadja, and Other Poems
Video: Brick Books



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